I read every page of the CES letter, and it's definitely convinced me this entire religion is fabricated, but I'm sure she wouldn't even read it much less consider its points seriously. So good to find this I am married to a Dr with 2 young kids. I feel selfish to never be around but this is my dream so much so that I refuse to have children because I dont want my kids to have a workaholic mother who's never there. I've decided not to mention the CES letter or anything that could be considered "anti-mormon.

Forty plus years later I met my incredibly wonderful fabulous Mormon husband. And you know what. I am so in need of a support group.
I can't take it. Then you complain when the polish of being married to a doctor wears off and you grow callused to the money and big house. Only you will know. Chances are you can't though. I was recently married to my husband in the Twin Falls, Idaho temple for time and all eternity. Thanks for the comment. She is a returned missionary, and won't Marry you if you want to stay atheist. This can be a good way to learn more about your personalities. It is highly likely that she will pressure you to convert, and if you resist, she may resent you for being the barrier to her being sealed to her children. Toxic is the right word.
Mormonism is a lot more controlling and has a lot more downsides. Thank you so much, L. I think love and caring can be more important. But I'm still going to show up, even if it means I lose an hour or two of sleep.